JanalovinglifeDear Ones,
The Scorpio season we are currently in offers us such a valuable opportunity to get in touch with our deepest truth. If you have the fortune to know anyone with Scorpio placements you probably experienced their penetrating gaze and the way they can see deep into your very being. No secrets remain hidden as the naked truth is revealed effortlessly. And so this is the current energy which can be truly beneficial and supportive for us to dive deeper and acknowledge hidden truths about ourselves and our lives.
At this point in human evolution we are generally not encouraged or conditioned to fully acknowledge all aspects of our human existence and so we soon learn to obscure those more challenging ones from ourselves. Mostly because we lack true self-worth and self-love, we fear that we are not good enough or even bad, we fear that when we really look at what’s hidden we discover that those greatest fears are actually true.
But in fact they can’t ever be true. When we really take time and look deeper we discover that at the core of our being we are all pure love and light which can’t be diminished by any temporary human experience. And so although the deeper look might reveal our shadows, if we really investigate we notice that those shadows are not our true essence. They are more like clouds in the sky temporarily obscuring the bright light of the eternal inner sun. The clouds come and go but the sun and the light of our true being always shines.
So although those clouds can’t ever define us, they can certainly obscure our light, diminish our vitality and our innate power. And so the Scorpio season offers a valuable heightened opportunity to take a look at them: Are there just a few of them like a couple of small white clouds on a clear sunny day or is the sky completely covered so the day feels more like a permanent night?
When we can look at them from this inner place of stable self-love and self-worth and compassion we will be able to see clearly and at the same time no longer collapse if we see a dark cloud but instead through the light of our awareness we become like a supreme alchemist and easily transmute the lower energies into higher energies.
So what could these dark clouds in our inner sky be? They often are the suppressed difficult feelings such as fear, anxiety, guilt, regret or shame. Most of us have been born into a society which misunderstands feelings and where most people suppress or run from any unpleasant feelings. Especially as children when a situation was too intense and our feelings judged as negative we started to do what adults around us already “mastered” – we unconsciously chose to suppress them or not to look at them and pretend they do not exist.
But because one of the laws of energy is what we resist, persists the suppression or denial didn’t make them go away but actually fuelled them further. And so that which could have been perhaps an intense but fleeting feeling became fixed heavy energy controlling us from our subconscious mind and limiting us in our actions and life experience.
And so if you feel inspired, dearest One, allow the Scorpio’s penetrating eyes to help you to see clearly if there is any past experience and feelings holding you back, restricting you or weighing you down and allow it to come to the surface of your being.
We are all powerful alchemists who can transmute dark into light. The light of your consciousness, the unconditional love of your heart CAN do that. And so if you see any inner shadow don’t run, don’t suppress this time but simply embrace, accept or even welcome whatever you notice. Don’t be afraid even of your darkest fear, shame or guilt. No matter how scary these inner clouds might look, their nature is much more ephemeral, more fleeting than you think. Remember, you are an eternal infinite Alchemist, so use your divine power now!
Lots of love,
Jana xx
